Nature just wants we humans to be connected again,so that we can receive its wisdom, love and spiritual flow.  Let's reconnect

 
































Welcome to Luna Stargoddess, my  name is Rhonda. I am Crone, artist,  Tarot reader of almost 4 decades, Astrology student, seer and practitioner of surrendering to Nature.

I have survived experiences that many people are consumed by and it has made me very isolated and introverted, and is fertile ground for creating. 

As a child I always wanted to run my own business selling things I made. At school we made crafts to sell at at fete and everything I made sold! This experience is where I first saw the starfire within my heart.

I spent a lot of time alone as a child and would draw and paint and craft, write poetry, daydream and lay on the grass staring at the sky and at night, the stars. I knew the Zodiac Constellations early and always know what star system I'm looking at on any evening. I saw Haley's Comet laying on that grass and its green tail a few decades later. 

My Sun is Gemini and Moon is Scorpio, my ascendant is Virgo with Pluto right on the exact degree so I see the shiny surface, then I see beneath it. I was always told by everyone including my family, that I was weird, and not like the rest of the crowd and there was always 'something' someone disagreed with as to why I was a problem. People always pointed out to my face what was wrong with me. My natal chart is complex and reveals clearly that what people see when they look at my image does not add up when they see my spirit. The cognitive dissonance is too much as they believe their own perception, so instead of looking deeper, they stay on the surface. My mouth, words, things I say, they aren't nice or sugary or small talk ... sometimes I'm blessed and someone takes the time to look past the exterior and listens to my heart.

But its been rare.


























Of course I took it personally and decided I was a social pariah. I think its part of our awakening journey from only being this mind and body to the awareness we are not.  I was already an introvert and that too was mocked but you can't help being yourself! After awhile you start to believe what you hear because our society is created on separation and hierarchy and you do not conform to fit the idealism, you are labelled persona non grata.
I've seen 'specialists' and nothing can be found, just a very sensitive being who can see beyond the senses who just can not do crowds and groups and tribes.


The story of Castor and Pollux, the twins that represent constellation Gemini, they were inseparable until Castor is killed and Pollux is heartbroken, begging Zeus to let him die too, or share his life. Zeus decided  they would split their time, spending half in the Underworld and half on Mount Olympus. One in the daylight, one at night. The the epic film Ladyhawke is similar in that Isabeau is cured to remain as a Hawk during the day and her beloved Navarre can only see her in human form at night, and its always resonated with me.

The Scorpio Moon is the theme of Hades, the Underworld which I am deeply affiliated with, I can see the hidden, see the unspoken, I can feel the mood. Pluto is its ruler as is Mars.   

It is a dark moon, always in waning about to be new, never to preserve and attach but always perishing then transforming, it is completely contrary to the bright fun and always shining  Sun face the world presents - which eventually burns everything because the sun shines on all things without preference and, I know that I'm not alone in the dark, its just that I embrace it, not run from it. It is here I am able to speak, create and explain life, its deep sorrows, its confusion, its lack of emotion.  

No one wants to be friends with the Underworld because of fear of being consumed.
In our world, aging and death is presented as wrong, cruel, bad. 
But what, who,  is going to be consumed?  What dies?


Nature shows us every day the reality of the way things are. We see dead trees and their shed leaves standing alongside a new tree full of green leaves and somehow do not understand that this is life and that our very body is made of the exact same elements and chemicals as the Cosmos and the Earth. Everything is in constant flux.
As a child I vividly remember thinking; this moment, its gone, it was then, this is now. Nothing can stay. And this is deeply disturbing for our animal brains and bodies because it feels so unsafe, exposed, vulnerable. 

My life is a succession of uncovering hidden truths. And people don't want to hear them much of the time because they are uncomfortable, not fun, however, by really embracing these uncomfortable truths, suddenly everything opens up. Suddenly, the walls are no longer there, the shadows on the walls no longer a threat but an opportunity.

So I create. Since 2012 I create pendants and focus tools. Before that I created clothing I designed and sewed.

I have always been creating something with my hands to be present to let life live itself.

When I was 5 years old my brother was born. I adored him, for me he was the epitome of everything wonderful in a human, an Aquarian, we only had one argument in 34 years. He was a confidant, someone there I could trust through all the traumas and betrayals ... until 2009, a  year 9 people I knew well,  passed over, including him by his own hand. 

I stopped sewing and felt myself, I could die. Everything changed. 

It was crystals that called. I found a pair of earrings amongst my stuff.

It wasn't until 2012 I started to create again.

Back in the 1990s when the polymer clay crazy hit I was baking earrings and all kinds of creations.  

Something in my heart came alive again. Youtube videos on clay crafting, pendants, jewellery. My heart started to awaken.

So today I create when I can.   I sketch designs but they never, ever turn out as planned. Because of what I have had to endure, what I have had to cope with, all the losses, beloved animals, parents who left calling me 'difficult' or just glaring at me, my life is very insular and quiet. If not for the Internet no one would know I'm alive. I have Arthritis and some days I feel 150 years old, so I rest, I listen to the body and let it rest.

So creating with crystals is my life. I still have the first 2 crystals I bought. I was feeling stressed before a job interview and walked into a hippy shop (before everything became chain corporations) and told the lady behind the counter I was stressed out. This was 1988. She asked my Sun sign and how I was feeling, I was given a Fluorite and a Golden Tigers eye. I carried the Fluorite everywhere, no one knew I had it. It broke in half about 20 years later after being in my bra and forgetting about it,  but I still have them all! 

Our minds believe if we allow what is happening outside in the world, within the senses, the body, and with others, then we are responsible to fix it. But we all have our unique path. There is no fixing. 

I have learned that we are all projecting what we don't want to feel (the underworld) and it is in contact through  consciousness with other, be it human, animal, whatever, our body will register it first, then mind will jump to the past or the future - anything but being present with what is, right there in the moment. We are always seeing through the lens of the past or future, through beliefs, ideology, 'shoulds' 'coulds' and running, moving, trying to get away from, or conversely trying to get, move towards, trying to cling to good feelings and pleasant things through our sense doors. And we say, life is moving so fast, but its because are in unconsciousness, we are feeling things unseen by the conscious mind all the time.

There is a tension present all the time we sense, just under thesurface of our awareness.

We know this instinctively ... it is soundless, its like being in the forest at night during a dark moon, we stare and freeze or run, or fawn or fight, anything but feel ... and seek to get rid of this energetic visitor instead of be present to meet it, to feel, listen, see ... what does it want? 

The in-between spaces is my focus. It is why I create focus tools. It is where the tension is acknowledged in the body and where the mind notices then tries to flee. It becomes a Nervous System situation then and all messages are cut off because fear and anxiety arise and we look outside for someone, or something, to point at, to be 'it.' 

Cause and effect ... what if it is not outside at all?  By stopping and meeting what arises, that who you think you are (thought) is challenged and if you recognise its just thoughts, suddenly something truly magical happens. 


In a world that has dramatically sped up concerning information coming at us relentlessly and algorithms, idealism, go here, go there, anywhere but now,  the body and mind are constantly absorbing it and important processes like grief and sadness are not attended to properly. So the concept of time seems real. Yet, you can recall something from decades ago and time dissolves ... 

I moved with my husband and cat Xena, after our 3 beloved girl cats passed from old age and illness, to the Hunter Valley in NSW. Nothing happens here. It is quiet, everywhere you look is Nature, long, long spaces of greenery, trees and animals, its is far removed from the city or modern suburbia where one is forced to perform and to rush. We adopted a male kitten, who was dumped, he is the first boy and we adore him, dear Oden with the magnificent tail.

Here, my hair is grey, I am aging, I have wrinkles.  One day I was told to fix my hair and face by a teenage boy in a shopping centre one day who worked for a plastic surgeon. After laughing at him,  I realised I had outgrown the area of my youth.  I move with Nature as it is. In her time. I am the Crone, I earned this stage. 

What a blessing.

All I have talked about is life, it is the nature of life, my experiences.

Such love and gratitude I hold in my heart for many experiences in my life, its these memories, lived, experienced that help me to bear the weight of being ...'weird' ... I take this label now as one who doesn't move with the herd, who can't compromise integrity and can not see truth and lie to be accepted, or not rejected. Youth is wasted on the young. But we can try to change this by being genuine and not fearing the shadows cast from others at their own reflections.

Really, nothing is personal. A statement shocking, but true.

My creations I create when called. I get a feeling, then I prepare, I bring out my crystals I have carefully hand-picked for you , many Cabochons are bought from India as they are the best craftspeople) or I buy them in Australia. I go by instinct, intuition, by feeling, by logic. I never know when a crystal will call. I have some with me here waiting over a decade. When they are ready, they will call.  Made for someone, somewhere. It is here in the in-between we are all one and connected, no separation. 

My creations are to be used as tools, they look pretty and that is the gift of Venus in Leo,  to wear to remember or to discipline oneself in staying present, in your own earth vessel the body, to feel, to trust, to see that it is safe to feel and it is safe to let go. That truly, all you already seek is right here, right now.

At every moment you can just stop, feel the body, breathe, feel your feet on the earth, focus the mind on the feet, the sensations in the body (even if they are so strong you start shaking violently) and the breath. The storm will pass. Absolutely nothing that arises through the senses can remain. I have been forced to test this and see the truth myself.

Everything we need to know is in this body. Its is literally the portal to the authentic 'you' the one who is not bound by time or space. It must be experienced and can not be given to you, so my creations are for those of you who want to be truly happy and at peace - through your own body, mind and heart by surrendering to the process of life.

No more self abandonment. No more ignoring your own internal navigation system that always speaks the truth. No more Patriarchal reverting to memory or imagination or force, what is 'done' or accepted by everyone to explain away your divine knowing. No more shame about not abandoning yourself. No more becoming, its about letting go. Through the veils, under the veils, is the light of truth. 

Thoughtful self-examination is the best step you can take , even when memories arise to tell you that you are what so-and-so told you you are. You can see them for what they are - memory, not happening now, just memory, and here the door opens, it is here you are grounded in the body, witnessing past and present and future all swirling around without grasping onto any of these phantoms. Hecate is the Crone, she holds the keys to the crossroads you encounter when you are still in the silence of not knowing via the conditioned human mind. She will always be present. She heard the cry, the only one who heard Persephone being taken to the underworld by Hades, she is chthonic and will guide you through the passage of ignorance into light. 


If you grasp the memory, you repeat the pattern. If you start planning, you are creating FROM the past. There is only now and the future is created now, in this space, where it is new, fresh and without limits. True freedom. Are you ready? There are guides always there waiting to assist your passage through the darkness.